I had a dream...

I had a dream, something really weird. I dreamed with my death, I dreamed with the feeling of stop seeing you, seeing my family. I dreamed with my way, and that I couldn't tell you "I love you", that I couldn't thank you all you did for me, 'cause that was everyting, everything in my life and everything that got me dead. I dreamed with never going back to classes, to school. I dreamed with my way without saying goodbye, without saying any word; I dreamed with my way without apoligizing for all the damage I caused, without thanking all the goodness you gave me, that I left and nobody remembered me.


I had a dream, where I was feeling all the pain that Mother Nature feels. My lungs were swolling and full of ignorance and others' whims. My eyes were crying, from them the tears filled down, one tear by one leaf, by one tree that disappeared. I couldn't breath, but I didn't dash.


I had a dream, where I was living all what the other half world lives and what you must have and appreciate. My skin was burning under the sun and under the rain I was getting dry. Mis muscles were charging theirselves of responsability and fear of someone who will hit me if I don't work. I couldn't move, I couldn't stand, but I didn't dash.


I had a dream, where I was feeling 5 blades in my back, that my blood was drowning all around me. My organs were throbbing a lot when suddenly they stopped. Eyes were haunting me, curious and wondering what happened, but no one had the courage to approach and save me. I couldn't live, but I didn't dash.



I had a dream, it was so real... My heart was broken, the love I had was gone, all gone.. the pieces of my heart that I couldn't find were with you, you took them away, and you broke them.

Emptiness

Empty... tired of living this lie... Sometimes you just can't live more, can't believe anymore, can't trust anyone... Only want to disappear from this damn world, only go away and forget everything. Sometimes maybe it won't work, maybe you'll feel that everything is trying to kill you, but it isn't. It is trying to get you stronger and if you understand it you'll be much better person and you'll understand the world, really.